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this is not who I am
I'm in a place I shouldn't be
a dire warning from inside my body told me
how this could tear my soul apart
tear my soul apart

somehow it tries to turn into someone new
someone I could never be

I've always been told
to take care of my future
Now I've arrived, at that point in time

somehow I have changed into someone new
someone I could never be

I've been trying my best
to take care of my future
But this future isn't mine

so today
I am going to say goodbye
to the places I've seen
where I shouldn't have been
So today I am going to say goodbye
to the darkness In me
I won't become someone new
only set myself free
learn to love the real me


from Projekto Ribelo​:​Arrived (Bonus Edition), track released October 2, 2014
Johnito: vocals, lyrics, midi keyboard, ZynAddSubFx, Hydrogen Advanced Drum Machine, Seq24, Hohner Blues Harp MS




Johnito The Hague, The Netherlands

Bio: blogger since 2003, activist since 1987, linux-fan since 2008, singer in Propeller since 1999, homerecording solo artist since 2007, two of my tracks made it to the best 100 songs of 2012 ever recorded in The Hague.

Email/bookings: contact[at]johnito.nl


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